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| Wow,
I can't believe how long it has been since I've posted. Its been a hell
of a summer. My son started kindergarten this year. Just to see how
much he has learned in the last 2 months is amazing. My fiance's mom
passed away in August from complications with emphysema, which has
prompted us to quit smoking and to live healthier in general. I don't
really have much time to get on here and post anymore. Especially now
that I'm preparing my gardens for next spring and decorating for
Halloween  My most favoritest time of year. There's been a lot of ups and downs since my last post. My ex-hubby took my daughter out of state, my son's father proposed  , my best friend unexpectedly had a baby, I have a nephew due in February  ,
and found out that I can't have any more children of my own. Hopefully,
things will settle down around here and I can start posting more
regularly...
Happy Halloween!!!
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| So my life likes to stay topsy-turvy and I can't get a moments rest. My
mind is scattered, my dreams are screwy and nothing seems to fit the
status quo of day to day living. I should be happy because I am with my
family and I am but... maybe I shouldn't complain, things could be
worse. I don't know what I want anymore I
guess. I knew it would be like this once I got here. When I was
there I wanted my kids and now I'm here with them I want you...
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| I know it has been forever since I have posted but I am still around.
Honestly I don't know what to say. Right now everything in my life has
been flipped upside-down. There is so much that I want to say but I
don't know what words to use.
To you, I wish that things could have worked out so much
differently than they did. But Fate has a plan for us and everything is
going according to her whim. Thank you for everything that you have
done for me in the past year. To use your 'cliche' I will always love
you, there will always be a special place for you in my heart. I am so
proud of you in what you are doing and I hope you will continue to do
as well as you are. I am still right behind you, scratching your back 
and cheering you on. There is so much I want to say to you, that I need
to say to you but I can't find the words. Maybe, hopefully, one
day it will be easier for us both.
Well, to all of you out there I miss you all and I can't wait to
get back online on a more regular basis. Brightest Blessings to you all.
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| Well, here I am back in good ole North Carolina. As soon as I got here I realized that this is where I belong. I'm not cut out for 'the big city' life. I'm just a small town country girl and thats where I belong, and this is where I'm going to stay.
My kids have grown so much and they're getting so smart and have recently informed me that the want a new brother or sister  . So I'm trying to get my life back together down here and they want me to throw it out of wack again. (I'm still wondering how they are planning on me having another baby)
But I'm doing ok. I made it here in one piece. I do have access to the internet and I do check my emails so you people need to keep in touch with me 
Brightest Blessings to all and I hope to hear from you guys. | | |
| Ok, This is going to be quick, short and to the point cuz I really don't have a lot of time right now. SO update....Obviously our net's been cut off, we were evicted from our apartment and I'm going home THursday. But don't fret kiddies.... DOc and I are not over. I just need to be with my kids right now and get my life straightened out and he needs to be with his family and get his life back in order. I know this is going to leave alot of questions but I will try and keep everyone posted. I won't have a computer for a while but I will be living really close to a library.
TO all those who will miss me know that I will miss you too.
And for my Doctah... I have no doubt that everything will work out for us together and seperatly. I know I have said this a dozen times in the last few days but I can't say it enough. I am VERY proud of you and even though we will be seperated by miles, I will always be by your side during these trying times. I love you and I'm going to miss you. *hugs*
Until next time guys.... | | |
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